After
Mood:  caffeinated
After being introduced to my first big cock at that party, I dated another guy for a few months. He was not what you would consider 'big' but he was a super nice guy and we got along well. He was always eating Oreo cookies and milk which I thought was very wholsome! As much as I cared for him though, I never got the same rush I got with the big one. His cock did not exude power or demand attention. It was more like a cute puppy you would cuddle as opposed to a doberman you would respect. LOL!

How it all began
The first time I got introduced to a big one was in Grade 11. It was at a house party at this girls house. Her parents were away so a bunch of us got together and had a good time. Some drinks courtesy of her parents liqour cabinet lol! and some beer that some guys found out in the garage and we were having a blast! I had been chatting with this guy who I had never really known all that well - we were in a few of the same classes but otherwise we were not in the same circle of friends. He was pretty cool and we spent most of the night hanging out togther playing pool, yakking etc. After awhile we ended up touring the house and found our way to the master bedroom and on-suite bathroom. (Romantic huh?)
LOL He sat me down on the edge of the bathtub and he stood in front of me and said he had something to show me and to close my eyes. So I figured, what the heck, and went along with it. When he told me to open my eyes, there in front of me was his half erect (and growing!) cock!!! I was like 'oh my god!' cause I had seen penises before but this one was the biggest I had seen to date and was not even hard yet.
He took my hands and placed them on his cock and I started to stroke it. He got bigger and bigger and within a few seconds he was hard as a rock and by the look on his face I could tell he was very proud of himself! LOL
He then took it in his own hand and said 'Say Ahhh', which I did and he put it in my mouth. From that point forward I was hooked! For the first time ever I felt this rush come over me that is still hard to describe! I felt the power and control a big cock has. It is like this majestic rod that has its own magnetism. LOL!
I dated some guys after who were not as big and that rush I got with him, did not appear with them. As much as I cared about them, I did not get the same feelings that the big cock had given me.
So thats how it all began - one half drunken night in high school. Yes, you at the back, you had a question?! LOL

The Blog begins!
Mood:  chatty
Well this is me starting my blog. I had always kept all my thoughts in a diary but figured it was time to make the jump :)

A bit about me:

I consider myself to be 'normal'. Just an average woman with a decent job, boyfriend, cat and all that jazz. My weakness though has always been cocks. Not just any cocks but BIG COCKS. Not a 'penis' but a 'COCK' lol. The kind that make you gasp when you see them and just have an aura about them that sends out feelings of power. The only thing is my boyfriend (as much as I love him) does not fall into this category. He doesnt have a big cock which is one reason why my life can get complicated.
My love of big ones has sort of turned me into 2 people. One one side is me the artist, girlfriend, daughter, former church choir member (years ago!)'normal person'. I even bake for crying out loud! LOL
On the other hand I have this total love/weakness for big cocks. I love to suck them or jerk them and watch them blast all over the place. It is like they take away the control I have in my regular life and let me know that they are in charge and I must respect the cock.
So thats me in a little blurb. Hopefully anyone reading this will be enlightened. So feel free to keep checking back because I promise I will start making frequent updates with happenings in my life, stories from the past and my ongoing quest to put a friend in his place ;)